Jax on Horse-Riding

Unfortunately (or maybe fortunately, considering!) I haven't been on a horse for a while. I have sort of quit due to losing my nerve. I am ok in a riding lesson but when it comes to riding outside of a school all manner of disasters occur, I don't seem to have much luck!
It's a pity really, we used to have 3 horses at one point (Trojan, who is pictured below was my favourite) so I could've had a lot of fun. We sold them all to good homes early last year due nobody exercising them, Dad was too busy with work, my sister was away at uni and I was too scared to ride. Silly me. Trojan was my buddy, I'd always speak to him when I was upset about something. By all accounts though he is doing well and is happy in his new home. He is in a riding centre not too far from here now so when I get my nerve back I can perhaps go and have another shot on him. You never know!